How long can I stand?

I not sure how long can I take it. He really not the man I knew 10years ago. I getting worry to marry such a man. He hide a lot of thing from me. I don’t think everyman like him. He is too many.

If I stay, will I become crazy? he hold me back after every quarrel. I feel so sad. Very sad.I wish I never know this man. He is the only man who hurt me again and again without realize that appreciate me. I hope I can run far away from his life. But I love him so much. Please tell me what to do.

I know he lie and cheat me. Should I open one eyes close one eyes? This is so unfair. All these year I always sincere and faithful to him. None of any man can replace him from my hurted heart.

“I love you”.. is easy to say. But I think action always more important than the word. When will he stop flirting around? 5 years? 10 years? Or worst..as long as he still a man.

I just a simple girl, always wish to have someone to cares and love me and sincere to me. But I think he not the one who can granted me all. Or all the man just same as him. But not agree with it.

He make a big mistake last year to have WS. His excuse to me is, maybe everyman will make 1 mistake before marry… and he make me feel that he will again lie to me.how long can i stand? 1 year? 10 years? no one know the answer.How long can i ?I'm tired.