Can I shout infront of everyone?

Can I shout infront of everyone?

I need a space to calm down myself while I hold tight my tear. I am sick of this unfair relationship.

He need more new girl. Maybe this is the only way to make himself confident. I can’t give him that feeling. He never feel proud to have me.

Just now again so rude to me, again wanna hurt me. He hold my neck and push me to the sofa. I wanna shout!

God create man, suppose to be equal. We should caring each other, respect each other. Why he never respect me as a good partner？ A life partner who always so sincere and faithful to him. Why?

This is the only place where I can voice out all my sadness, frustration.. no one can share.Maybe we in different direction. I shall like him. Get to know more guy out there.

Maybe he prefer this way. I not keen on it. So I will conclude as we are in different way of living way.I believe in first love last forever.

I believe one day I will find my true prince. I believe one day I will have my lasting happiness. I believe sincere and faithful will back with return.

He still love me? I believe him. But I know he not satisfied. Why? He forget how he hurt me last year march? Almost drive me crazy and kill myself.

Last 2 week, he trying to kill me..i very scare of him. The bruise on my leg still leave me a scare.My heart bleeding.

I truly hurt by someone who I love the most.