Converstation between ABC n his sister April 2006

mr.ABCsays:i got problem with MEME already
Sister says:what problem?
mr.ABCsays:she knew me got 3rd person
Sister says:huh? who is the 3rd person? why this happened?
mr.ABCsays:her name is WS
mr.ABCsays:i donno how
Sister says:why this happened? u lost interest w
MEME? or just a mistake?
Sister says:who u actually want to be with?
Sister says:how u know she know abt WS?
mr.ABCsays:i fall love with new 1 ..but i know i can't leave MEME
mr.ABCsays:ask me lastnight
mr.ABCsays:from phonebill
Sister says:she suspect ?
mr.ABCsays:feel i'm very bad
mr.ABCsays:yesSister says:she call the gal?Sister says:i feel v bad too...Sister says:but u must keep yr mind clearSister says:it is a serious problem..Sister says:u know... MEME is v good gal... for her.. everything come in her mind is you!mr.ABCsays:actually MEME is my burden i hav no $ 2 marriage with MEME , and she wan 2 marriage soonSister says:u admit w the new gal?Sister says:but whom u want to really spend time w for this long life?... be honest to yr heartSister says:i also foresee that... she is not young.. and w you for years.. time for marrage too,,,and their parent also hurry..mr.ABCsays:i cant' choose .. i scare regret, ofcoz if i got $ now, i will with MEMESister says:for Company... if it is still no profit.. might find other way to work out.. and now just test the market of china.. it is a good chances for CompanySister says:yesterday i just ask MEME.. abt the apartment booking...Sister says:for this... i think we all can look into the problem... and solve together... the booking need the down payment for abt 20k.. right?Sister says:why come in the new gal....? how u get to know her? how long?mr.ABCsays:know her half yearSister says:that is really bad to step on 2 boat.. hurt all the parties at end of the day.. but if u want to be w a gal... shouldnt have another.. w MEME, then must cut the relationship w anothermr.ABCsays:she attract me maybe it's just freshSister says:MEME know abt yr relationship w the new gal?mr.ABCsays:knowSister says:as u told... its just fresh... u and MEME already for years.. but its hard to get a person who love u so much.. u know...mr.ABCsays:i know.. i can't find anyone "heart" better than MEME treat meSister says:MEME wont lost anyone... she beautiful gal... and good heart too.. and most important she care abt you...mr.ABCsays:something i don like she too care abt me. n like everything plan 4 me..make me more zhu jian
Sister says:since u know... then must treat her nice... for a gal..what really HURT is found the guy she loved... love other...Sister says:since she know... whats her decision?mr.ABCsays:+ ME+ says:i know more..i will clear more n know how to face the whole thing n find out my way to comfort myself..
+ ME+ says:pls respect our relationship and trust.Sister says:u know... because she love u.. so she care abt u...
mr.ABCsays:with WS i more feel like i'm bf. MEME give me is she is my sister feel but when i back see
MEME , got back 2 home feel

Can I shout infront of everyone?

Can I shout infront of everyone?

I need a space to calm down myself while I hold tight my tear. I am sick of this unfair relationship.

He need more new girl. Maybe this is the only way to make himself confident. I can’t give him that feeling. He never feel proud to have me.

Just now again so rude to me, again wanna hurt me. He hold my neck and push me to the sofa. I wanna shout!

God create man, suppose to be equal. We should caring each other, respect each other. Why he never respect me as a good partner？ A life partner who always so sincere and faithful to him. Why?

This is the only place where I can voice out all my sadness, frustration.. no one can share.Maybe we in different direction. I shall like him. Get to know more guy out there.

Maybe he prefer this way. I not keen on it. So I will conclude as we are in different way of living way.I believe in first love last forever.

I believe one day I will find my true prince. I believe one day I will have my lasting happiness. I believe sincere and faithful will back with return.

He still love me? I believe him. But I know he not satisfied. Why? He forget how he hurt me last year march? Almost drive me crazy and kill myself.

Last 2 week, he trying to kill me..i very scare of him. The bruise on my leg still leave me a scare.My heart bleeding.

I truly hurt by someone who I love the most.

何时幸福?

时间过得好快，从不为任何人停留。
男人总是花心，总不回女孩的付出。
岁月让人变老，皱纹渐渐浮现脸上。
女孩依然专一，男人可否感受得到。
男人是否会醒，女孩何时才能幸福。
女孩可否等到，一年十年还是无数。
男人学会珍惜，爱情是快乐与幸福。
一起协手打造，一起完成美满家庭。

do u think he still remember this conversation??? i wonder...

Mr.ABC says:don misunderstand WS not jain
+ jaw + says:is her
+ jaw + says:this one look like her
+ jaw + says:then wat is WS friendster?
+ jaw + says:show me
+ jaw + says:n who is jain?
+ jaw + says:or u have more than 1 extra gf?
Mr.ABC says:no
+ jaw + says:not believe at all
+ jaw + says:u have more than 1
Mr.ABC says:not ..pls don misunderstand+ jaw
+ says:who is jain n who is WS?+ jaw + says:why lie to me again? she got friendsterMr.ABC says:jain just a gils last time know from PORTAL9. nothing with her she also know i got gf this 1 can call direct ask+ jaw + says:WS got friendster. why u lie to me say NOMr.ABC says:what NO?+ jaw + says:u say she dun have friendster+ jaw + says:but she have+ jaw + says:feel u lie more.............+ jaw + says:jain phone no same as WS?Mr.ABC says:i think she no friendsterMr.ABC says:not+ jaw + says:last night say jain christian name is Jain..but i find out is Celine+ jaw + says:pls explain+ jaw + says:u make me crazy..keep lie... tell me the truth..+ jaw + says:last night say WS christian name is Jain..but i find out is CelineMr.ABC says:no . WS christian name is not Jain..+ jaw + says:then u told me Jain is PORTAL9 friend?Mr.ABC says:yes+ jaw + says:Mr.ABC says:jain just a gils last time know from PORTAL9. nothing with her she also know i got gf this 1 can call direct ask+ jaw + says:u said she know u got gf wor+ jaw + says:why keep lie+ jaw + says:Mr.ABC says:no . WS christian name is not Jain..+ jaw + says:who is ur gf actually? jain = WS? then PORTAL9..then normal..then..+ jaw + says:i confuseMr.ABC says:WS = celine , jain = PORTAL9 friend normal fren+ jaw + says:then u said jain is WS christian name?Mr.ABC says:no+ jaw + says:just now u mentionMr.ABC says:no+ jaw + says:and then why jain hp number is WS number?+ jaw + says:pls explain.+ jaw + says:and then why jain hp number is WS number?+ jaw + says:they both share use the same number?Mr.ABC says:huh got meh+ jaw + says:dun lie again.+ jaw + says:act blur+ jaw + says:I HATE U+ jaw + says:u keep not honest to me+ jaw + says:n hurt meMr.ABC says:no+ jaw + says:so WS name is Celine.+ jaw + says:last night just simply say Jain .+ jaw + says:how many times u meet Jain?Mr.ABC says:never meet+ jaw + says:LIE.... her profile u are her close wan...www.Mr.ABC.com+ jaw + says:pls..u hide make me feel worst OK+ jaw + says:normal girl won't do tat ..ok+ jaw + says:i am a girl too+ jaw + says:explain!!!!!!!!!!!11+ jaw + says:i know u try to keep from now.Mr.ABC says:i think this put long time ago+ jaw + says:meaning..more thing u hide from me+ jaw + says:NO WAY.+ jaw + says:how many time u meet her?Mr.ABC says:really just normal fren. pls don misunderstand+ jaw + says:answer my question+ jaw + says:how many time u meet her?Mr.ABC says:never meet+ jaw + says:LIE LIE LIE...MR.ABC+ jaw + says:so famous huh+ jaw + says:like superstarMr.ABC says:i also did ask her why put Mr.ABC.com+ jaw + says:frank to me.. how many time u meet her?+ jaw + says:if not i will find out myself..Mr.ABC says:i never met her ..trust me+ jaw + says:u will feel worst+ jaw + says:frank to me.. how many time u meet her?Mr.ABC says:i never meet her..Mr.ABC says:met WS only ..+ jaw + says:sighMr.ABC says:not interested to meet jain ok ..she got bf too ..no need to meet+ jaw + says:i wil find out myselfMr.ABC says:really+ jaw + says:WS more photos+ jaw + says:coz u upload yesterdayMr.ABC says:??+ jaw + says:up to u lar...become ur collection or delete..just remember wat u have promise+ jaw + says:i am so upsad n hurtMr.ABC says:okMr.ABC says:sorry me+ jaw + says:this song reallysuit u+ jaw + says:but must sing by girlMr.ABC says:One day, Plato asked his teacher, "What is love? How can I find it?"The teacher answered, "There's a large wheat field in front. Walk there without turning back, and take just one leaf.If you can find one leaf that you think is extraordinary, it means you have found love."+ jaw + says:can u feel it..how i feel..+ jaw + says:this song tell u everythingMr.ABC says:So Plato walked and not long after that, he came back empty-handed.The teacher asked him, "Why, you don't bring any leaf?"Mr.ABC says:Plato said, "I can only bring just one leaf and when I walked through the wheat field I can't turn my back. Actually I have found one extraordinary leaf, but I don't know whether there's any other leaf more extraordinary, so I didn't take that leaf. When I walked further, I realized that the leaves I found are not as extraordinary compared to the leaf I've found earlier in my walk. In the end, I dMr.ABC says:I didn't take any single leaf."Mr.ABC says:Then the teacher told him, "So ….. That is love."+ jaw + says:u have pass by too my dear+ jaw + says:just deep cut in my heart+ jaw + says:i hope i can cry loud now..+ jaw + says:so pressure+ jaw + says:i dun think i can recover.+ jaw + says:i feel so weak n sad+ jaw + says:u no longer mr perfect to me.........Mr.ABC says:i bring u go out .. release n relax ok?+ jaw + says:no+ jaw + says:i wan do it myself without u+ jaw + says:i hope i canMr.ABC says:don at office we go hospital+ jaw + says:no+ jaw + says:i wil recover myselfMr.ABC says:u always the best 2 me..+ jaw + says:have to learn... else i will get hurt easily+ jaw + says:do u know..many ppl cann't last with their the best? so they have to choose the 2nd+ jaw + says:coz he make big mistake.+ jaw + says:not all mistake can be forgive.+ jaw + says:i try to calm myself to accept..i trying hard+ jaw + says:gimme sometimesMr.ABC says:Some thoughts:The more you look for love, you will find nothing. Love is in your heart, when you can control your desire and yourhope to find something better. When you have endless hope and wish of love, you will only get emptinessbecause you won't get anything and time can not be turned back. Accept love for what it is.+ jaw + says:this is my way to keep our relationship..i know no ending story if keep seaching..+ jaw + says:i clear wat i wantMr.ABC says:actually this is WS write 4 me 1 .. i agreed
+ jaw + says:this is copy from internet..not she write
+ jaw + says:she told u tat she is ur last one?
+ jaw + says:maybe she is ur THE BEST.+ jaw + says:u no longer perfect to me. i trust u all the while
+ jaw + says:sincere n faithful+ jaw + says:i hope we ever lasting..but i know this cannot happen to me..ur break my dream n my trust to u+ jaw + says:no seldom say my hand smooth n also my skin..coz u have younger skin to compare.
+ jaw + says:n u mention her skin very goodMr.ABC says:i think ur hand is smoother than her
+ jaw + says:i am 28, u know ppl laugh me i never go to beauty saloon..... sure got shock when know..told why never pamper urself.
+ jaw + says:i want. but i cannt
+ jaw + says:but i can't
+ jaw + says:can't affort....jason gf 6treament RM1600..
+ jaw + says:never ask u to pay me all this
Mr.ABC says:how much?
+ jaw + says:coz i know i must take care myself...
+ jaw + says:is very expensive... my skin getting more black head but think of money i just step away
+ jaw + says:she so rich n just go beauty saloon..+ jaw + says:dun compare my skin to her..she 22 me 28
+ jaw + says:just a old lady to u
+ jaw + says:i say this not bcus i want u to pay..just let u know 22 and 28 is big gap
Mr.ABC says:i willing 2 pay
+ jaw + says:no..i hope u can save money.
+ jaw + says:dun u notice i never ask u to pay anything
+ jaw + says:RM3000 when i birthday in ur account
Mr.ABC says:extra money earned $ can give u do also
+ jaw + says:tat my wish
+ jaw + says:i really hope u learn to save money with ur salary
+ jaw + says:u never listen to me..
+ jaw + says:i hope u save money+ jaw + says:i still can afford myself for beauty care produc
+ jaw + says:i just hope u can full fill my wish
+ jaw + says:but seem u can't..now is mid of march
+ jaw + says:sigh..
+ jaw + says:told early of march
+ jaw + says:u jsut spend more extra money.
+ jaw + says:i am just silly girl
+ jaw + says:u make me feel tat
+ jaw + says:i still thinking to accept or move on
+ jaw + says:try to persue myself
+ jaw + says:comfort myself
+ jaw + says:I HATE U..come to my mind
+ jaw + says:keep hit my mind
+ jaw + says:REMEMBER if u chat with her.i wanna see from 1st msg
+ jaw + says:dun lie to me again..i beg u
+ jaw + says:i know more..i will clear more n know how to face the whole thing n find out my way to comfort myself..
+ jaw + says:pls respect our relationship and trust.
Mr.ABC says:ok
+ jaw + says:tq

How long can I stand?

I not sure how long can I take it. He really not the man I knew 10years ago. I getting worry to marry such a man. He hide a lot of thing from me. I don’t think everyman like him. He is too many.

If I stay, will I become crazy? he hold me back after every quarrel. I feel so sad. Very sad.I wish I never know this man. He is the only man who hurt me again and again without realize that appreciate me. I hope I can run far away from his life. But I love him so much. Please tell me what to do.

I know he lie and cheat me. Should I open one eyes close one eyes? This is so unfair. All these year I always sincere and faithful to him. None of any man can replace him from my hurted heart.

“I love you”.. is easy to say. But I think action always more important than the word. When will he stop flirting around? 5 years? 10 years? Or worst..as long as he still a man.

I just a simple girl, always wish to have someone to cares and love me and sincere to me. But I think he not the one who can granted me all. Or all the man just same as him. But not agree with it.

He make a big mistake last year to have WS. His excuse to me is, maybe everyman will make 1 mistake before marry… and he make me feel that he will again lie to me.how long can i stand? 1 year? 10 years? no one know the answer.How long can i ?I'm tired.

SecretSMS

This morning, I browse his phone, notice a software download list. Inside the list got a software call SecretSMS, and this document was created on 26 Oct 2006.Poor girl, I guess he got secret girl again. I very scare and I again lost confident in my relationship toward him. I totally breathless. I am tired. Should I move on?

ahmoi.com.my

He again lie to me.

He is ahmoi.com member. On 30 Dec 2006, I coincident bump into ahmoi.com to see ws profile then of course also just take a look my bf profile. Get to know he just update his profile and also upload his new photos. He is single. Haha..

So I send his direct ahmoi link to him and tell him that his profile is single and full of his latest cool car and gadget photos. I know he get to know ws from ahmoi. I wonder why he wanna lie to me tat he have long time no login to ahmoi, but I saw the last active is 2 hours ago. What in his mind? He still searching for his next girl?

I feel very disappointed with him. He again lie n hurt me. He had very bad quarrel after he reveal he is lying to me. He hurt me badly, very bad. I leg got big bruise. My heart is broke.. during the quarrel, I like trying to kill me. I dun have such big energy like him. I am totally let him hurt me badly by his hand.

My body very hurt but my heart already bleeding.

I request to broke up with him, but he told me non-of them qualified. He only love me. But if he love me why always still giving hope to other girl?Silly girl.