slap slap slap and punch! really painful.. but even worst bleeding in my heart.

We again quarrel because of tiny little small thing. Simply I ask him why often use mem-maid softeware, add-on I said must be something. Suddenly be so fierce and stare at me with his sharp eyes. I know going to start another war. I trying to avoid and stop it, so I answer I not mean anything. I already promise myself to trust him. So never purposely check anything. Because I told myself if happen like ws n kit incident, it a game over for me and him. I feel so tired in this long run relationship.

I didn’t manage to stop the quarrel, we getting over and over, and trying to make me cry harder and more sad, I slap on his face, then he said if I do it again he will revenge. OK, so I do it again..he really slap me hardly, my heart break, so I slap him again, he again slap me back harder.. and I did it again and turn my self so he punch my back very very hard… now my backache, writing, holding thing, rise up my hand I also feel pain.I heart very painful now.

I wanna leave him 070707 forever.