feel something uneasy

update his friendster profile...
no longer wish to meet me...
to build a trust is 10year, to destroy it 1 second.

he being so selfish all the time.i am tired.

slap slap slap and punch! really painful.. but even worst bleeding in my heart.

We again quarrel because of tiny little small thing. Simply I ask him why often use mem-maid softeware, add-on I said must be something. Suddenly be so fierce and stare at me with his sharp eyes. I know going to start another war. I trying to avoid and stop it, so I answer I not mean anything. I already promise myself to trust him. So never purposely check anything. Because I told myself if happen like ws n kit incident, it a game over for me and him. I feel so tired in this long run relationship.

I didn’t manage to stop the quarrel, we getting over and over, and trying to make me cry harder and more sad, I slap on his face, then he said if I do it again he will revenge. OK, so I do it again..he really slap me hardly, my heart break, so I slap him again, he again slap me back harder.. and I did it again and turn my self so he punch my back very very hard… now my backache, writing, holding thing, rise up my hand I also feel pain.I heart very painful now.

I wanna leave him 070707 forever.