request

can i request company to pay for my insurance installment?

can i request company to buy a small car for me?

can i request slight higher salary since the house without my name although is all pay buy company?

mood swing..

how can i get rid of mood swing since 5pm today.. i hate this feeling.
I should do something..i feel insecure for my future.
I really broke. badly broke. help pls... anyone ever step on my foot and think for me..
company money all pay to their expenses and loan. and why i don't deserve any?

i really wish to own a car.

i know i shouldn't have this feeling.. sorry

Life always up and down.. we plan to getting a new house. Really a good news to us. We been longing to have a landed house for many year.. finally we make it. What a coincident, when we about to hand in the deposit, another agent also just get this deal and about to sign it. Sign..

During the purchase, I very saD, I been working here for 6 years, I don’t have money to own my car, do income tax :(This house is expensive, I know I have no right to had my name in it, but I just feel very upsad just don’t know why, I know I shouldn’t have this feeling. But when think they do all their install all also using company money, that why we all get low pay. But I even need to pay my own insurance and more, and company never install any money on me.

I feel shame, why my age still no income tax, why his sister want to ask me infront of the banker, you don’t have income tax? Can I answer..ya..my pay no need.Feel very upsad.. all these year my account still less than rm5k. cry.. sob sobsorry... i know is my own problem.

"V" day

Happy Valentine to myselfNo celebration no gift no sweet word, just a had dinner and catch a movie.

ouch..why pain again?

they day he punch my stomach very hard... i pain for few days.. but very weird, last night again feel the pain... :(

Guide needed most

Maybe is because she is news, seems like hot cakes in the office, everyone would want to pamper her would want her attention.My boss also willing to pay more attention to her, willing to guide for for 3-4 years a days without feel tired or complainining, but to guide other seems slow and try cut short the time too. Life never fair to everyone, so we must learn to give and take. That’s life. Nothing is big deal.

Chinese New Year soon… nothing much special for me, maybe is financial cause all these, everytime see my account amount, my heart seems like insecure. Guess I need more freelance to make my account look for secure..haha..

AFFAIR in 3days

Year ago..affair happen among and colleaguesThis year again happen, this new girl before she join my company, she been talk and share a lot of thing we me, how nice her bf treat her, how great is him… but after she start working less than 3 days, she fall in love with one of my colleague.
And the girl start to brain wash me and other lady colleagues, how bad how cruel is her current attached bf… they been together for 1 year plus.. why thing can change so sudden? Or we should take it so serious in any relationship?Sigh.. feel bad for her bf. How can someone change out of sudden.
WONDER HOW?