Glad tat WS no longer my concern..but

I suddenly realise that WS no longer my concern. This is a great thing to me.But lately we both busy and stress... with abundant of task to complete.

Last night I was extremely tired. Comment..monthly autie visit mar... but he busy with his task, so I just be his sweet kitten and patiently waiting for him till 1.30am then only we went home. After reach home, he wanna get shower 1st, so I let him be first. After he completed, of course my turn, after my shower, he is playing game on his phone.

While he half way playing the game, I request, can you help me to do some massage to my poor tired leg...he answer..OK later. That moment, I feel so happy.This answer actually cause me a disapointment with his empty promise again. After playing his game, he simply act blur and want to sleep, so I request again..he said he tired.

TIRED..but play game for 30mins...tired with his empty promise... should we carry on...Action is more important than word. I need someone who can really cares n loves me... I feel I lack of concern sometimes...

The feeling back to me again...help me please.

I start to guessing him again. With all this tiny little move.

1) disable mobile sent item
2) cover the glass
3) close window in sec
4) his sucks attitude

Conclusion: I feel so tired in this relationship. Should I move or stay.I feel I love him more than he love me. To him I just a gf.

Not more than that.He always hang around with people who younger than him. Maybe that why he still not learn how to appreciate what he have.

Feel like just go far far away. Maybe I can be more happy without him. Let him enjoy again his single life.I am tired and very disappointed.